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  • I’m shure that working in the sex industry is my calling: 5 stories about how women get into it

    I’m shure that working in the sex industry is my calling: 5 stories about how women get into it

    Confessions of intimate service providers, apparently, can find answers to the question of how people come to the step, get involved in the sex industry, where to look for clients and what to become after such drastic changes.

    Story No. 1

    When I was 15, I lived with my family, but the atmosphere at home was like a nightmare. I wanted to earn money and start an independent life as soon as possible. I grew up in the Bronx (an area of New York with a bad reputation). Most of my friends were older than me. They introduced me to it. We were taken to various bars whose owners paid a fixed hourly rate for the time we spent there. If strangers paid for our cocktails, the reward went up.

    I looked at such activities as a kind of entertainment. To be honest, I didn’t think I was a prostitute, although I sometimes agreed to fulfill men’s fantasies, so I basically made a living with my body. I think this was the first step towards a systematic surrender to finding clients who can pay for sex. I worked as a go-go dancer for a while, and by the time I was in the senior classes, I was already supported by older fans.

    “Now, looking back and thinking about the work, I somehow started to understand that the sex industry is nothing more than our society as a whole. Likewise, someone will always treat you like a sex object, whether you like it or not.”

    I have also worked on camera, I have tried role playing games, I have provided escort services. I am shure that being in the sex industry is my calling.

    I believe the sex industry should be decriminalized, although I don’t think it should be legalized. I would hate for the government to have the power to decide what I can do with my body. Working in this industry allows us to remain independent (obviously because we do it voluntarily and not by force).

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    Story No. 2

    When I was a freshman, I was raped in the university dormitories. This event destroyed me. In order to regain the ground under my feet, which was slowly slipping away, and the ability to regain control over my life, I decided to take on an artistic project in which I gave myself the role of a dominatrix (a woman who takes the dominating role in BDSM sexual activities). So I took on the role of a woman who “kills” her classmates in front of the building where he raped me. Doing so made me feel strong and beautiful like never before. I enjoyed the knowledge that my nightmare was slowly turning into my power territory.

    I’ve always been impressed by dominatrices in general. I looked up to them as goddesses. At first I took on their role just for fun. Everything changed when the other dominatrix women explained to me that the men I was having fun with were clients and therefore had to pay me. “Your acting is worth the money,” she said. And it has been almost a year since this is my profession.

    Working in the sex industry forced me to change. I’m happy about that. The most important thing that my current job has helped me realize is that no one else has the right to decide how to use my body but myself.

    As a dark-skinned woman, I often have to face manifestations of objectification and fetishization. However, it was only because I got into the sex industry that I was able to feel sexy again. And if someone wants to use me or my time, let them pay for it.

    Of course, the sex industry has its downsides. For example, I get upset when other women want to shame me for what I do. They try to argue, to explain to me what they don’t like. They all resemble men trying to discuss feminist ideas. Why do they talk about what they do not understand at all?

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    Story No. 3

    I got involved in the sex industry while still studying at university. I had to pay for education, housing and everything I needed for my studies (I studied fashion design). It is probably already clear that I needed money and a lot of it. I started selling my underwear online. Unfortunately, income continued to decline, and the choice of the sex industry seemed quite attractive.

    I identify as non-binary (one who does not identify with one of the two traditional genders of male or female) because I have never tended to identify with my physical characteristics. That’s why online sex services are perfect for me.

    This kind of work gives me pleasure – I like to communicate, contact people and sell my services in such a way that I do not face risk, but at the same time I am able to meet the needs of clients.

    I think the beauty of the sex industry is that you can make your own rules and boundaries. I know a lot of people who do cam-work, sexting or selling their underwear for money.

    The provision of sexual services covers much more areas than many imagine. It is possible to make up your own mind about fetishes and what seems acceptable, and to share your experiences with others. Communication doesn’t have to be all about sex. Clients can be found on various portals – Instagram, FetLife, Seeking Arrangements, Kiek, Twitter, Tumblr. Their ages range from college students to men in their seventies. I mostly sell underwear and engage in sexting, taking on the role of a virtual lover.

    My clients include single guys, newly divorced men and even transgender people. As you can see, you have to work with different people and be in different niches. It’s amazing because I basically offer the same services, but each person is interested in them for their own reasons. The Internet can satisfy any desire, making it the perfect tool for those working in the sex industry.

    Story No. 4

    I knew very early on that I wanted to work in the sex industry. I started going to strip clubs when I was only 12-13 years old. I was always impressed by striptease dancers, so I was going to do something similar, only without allowing physical contact with other people. So I chose a cam-work. The work is similar to striptease, but everything happens on the Internet.

    When I became a cam model, I became interested in fetishism and everything related to it. My work has everything. Customers sometimes even call me brownie. Sitting on a cake without panties and enjoying it sexually is also one of the sexual practices classified as fetishism. During virtual conversations, I often hear requests to sit on some objects to flatten them.

    I’m interested in the balance between something really beautiful, delicate and clean and at the same time sexy and exciting. By doing this kind of work, I started to feel my body differently. I know every inch of it. I know exactly how I look because I spend most of my days in front of the camera. Working in the sex industry actually only helped to increase self-confidence, deepened the understanding of how to use your body when interacting with people. Now I know very well who I really am and I always try to be myself. I’m not trying to hide or embellish anything. Honestly, since being in the sex industry became my day job, I haven’t met any of my clients in real life.

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    Story No. 5

    I find clients in nightclubs. I usually go to the tables where top-class French champagne is standing or ask the waiters to show the most generous orders of the guests and choose the table with the biggest bill.

    The lives of sex workers can be very varied. For example, I am surrounded by glamor – designer handbags, trips in the most luxurious cars (I never use public transport). I manage to get what I want. And get it fast.

    Since we are perceived as a fantasy, it is not worth taking anything to heart. I get paid and I make their dreams come true. This image is especially impressive for wealthy older men and people looking for escort services. The more pronounced the ethnic features, the more beautiful the figure and face, the greater the demand. Of course, you have to know how to use it.

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  • Confession of an escort girl: “I do not envy these men’s wives”

    Confession of an escort girl: “I do not envy these men’s wives”

    Continuing the series of stories of our escort girls, one more woman shared her experience – let’s call her Lola. The interview with her makes you wonder why men buy escort girls. There is neither love nor commitment in this relationship. He pays – she provides confidentiality, sex and a nice time.

    Since there are no dates or love here, I get the feeling that escort girls have seen the side of men that most women never see. In addition, I can say almost clearly that she knows men better than most women ever will. This time more about what sex workers think about their male clients, dating and sex.

    Tell me, what do most men want when they order escort girls?

    Guys who buy escort girls are just looking for a fantasy. Yes, some are looking for sex, while others just want the company of a girl who, to be honest, wouldn’t even pay him attention if there were no money.

    Can you explain what you mean by “fantasy”?

    Most of the men I serve are married or in a relationship. Office staff, lawyers, men with three children at home. Even if they are rich, they seem stressful and unhappy. At home, they have a pile of dirty diapers, an annoyed wife, and a stressful job – a million things.

    From what I have seen, men often want to escape from it. They want to spend time with a nice woman who behaves as if they are the center of the universe, even if it’s only for an hour. They want to feel attractive.

    Another thing they like about escort girls is the illusion of control. They have control over their imagination. They decide what we will do, and they know I will not reject him. They know I will be ready to do what they want.

    What do you wear as an escort girl?

    Not what most women would expect. I dress in classic clothes. I usually dress like an ordinary woman attending a social event. Men are not particularly fond of fishnet stockings or leather clothes. They usually want a beautiful, tidy and intelligent girl.

    I think it is because they are frightened by the idea of ​​a shady girl who has obviously been with many others.

    Men become very insecure when they are with a girl who has had more sex than themselves. If you dress in classic clothes, men at least have the illusion that you are “innocent and clean.”

    You said that these men are often in a relationship. Have you ever wondered why they cheat?

    That is obvious. Some men, let me be direct, are complete jerks. There is no other way to say it. These men will never be loyal, even if they are with a supermodel. They want more, more and more. They think they deserve more because they have more money. They don’t care about their wives, just themselves.

    Others feel that they have dedicated their whole lives to others, so he now has the right to have fun with an escort girl.

    Some men are just unhappy. Many wives simply ignore or underestimate their husbands. Sometimes their wives just stop caring for themselves and lose their beauty. Other times, wives stop having sex or even touching their men. In such cases, I feel sorry for these men.

    There is often such sadness in their eyes. Sometimes after sex men just cry in my arms because they want to be able to get the same from their wives.

    That sounds awful!

    Yes it is! It messes with their minds. It makes them feel insecure about themselves!

    Let’s talk about the lack of self-confidence. What insecurities about men have you noticed that most women might not have noticed?

    Well, first of all, you won’t really buy sex if you’re completely confident. Most guys are aware that sleeping with an attractive woman will boost his self-esteem.

    I think men never feel completely satisfied with who they are. Of course, most men want to hear that they are great in bed. They want to see lust in a woman’s eyes. Some just want to feel nice and cared about.

    The others? All they want to hear is the excitement of their success.

    Lonely people tend to be much more insecure and depressed than married men.

    It sounds like you have to talk alot with them.

    Completely agree! 100%. You see, one thing women don’t understand is how often guys just want to let out their emotions. The problem is that they are worried that the girls will condemn them. They are afraid to ask for compliments and are afraid of being considered “too weak”, which makes them close in.

    Most men crave women who do not judge them. Every time they hear the phrase about his penis that is too small, his body that is not fit enough, or that he is doing something wrong, they close in.

    The thing is, they can’t keap it all in for a long time and hope that everything will be fine – they need to let it out somehow. It is enough for other men to chat with me because they know I will not judge them.

    Let’s talk about sex. Do they ask crazy things?

    No. Most men really just want a blowjob and simple gentle sex. You’d be surprised how many men hire an escort because they don’t have sex at home. Most men aren’t really that weird, even with escort girls. And most men who like strange things usually choose professional dominant women.

    Would you say that most of them have a happy marriage?

    That’s hard to say. Some just want to have some fun. I doubt their wives are happy if they find out. But it seems that these guys are generally happy with their lives. Others just don’t get enough from their ladies, so they come to me. They do not want to leave their wives because they feel comfortable in their marriage.

    Who are really unhappy? Those whose marriage is already dead – no lust, no sex, no love, no kind words… I don’t blame them.

    How has working in the sex industry changed your view of men?

    I feel disappointed in them. I feel sad that they can’t obtain approval in any other way. But at the same time, I feel a little distrust. So many married men! How can I expect a man to be loyal after seeing it all?

    I can’t understand why men can’t openly talk to their wives – tell them about their needs and feelings. If they did, there would be no such thing as escort girls.

    What about single guys?

    Many of the lonely guys I meet are inexperienced. They do not know how to meet girls and are very nervous about sex. They often just need to raise their self-esteem. Many of them come to me only once, which means I take their virginity, and then they have enough confidence to meet a girl. However, most single boys who meet escort girls are very depressed.

    Do you have any advice for men?

    We have a saying: “If a man treated his wife like his whore, it would be the best marriage in the world.” Seriously! Many have given me gifts, taken me shopping, tried to propose, mostly everyone is very kind and polite. Only a small portion of men are rude.

    Most clients treat me better than my partners did when I was in a relationship. From what I’ve seen, my clients treat me better than their wives too. I feel sorry for their wives. Very sorry. For this reason, I no longer have a serious relationship.

    I really want more men to try to talk to their wives. About everything! Or better yet, meet girls who accept them for who they really are.

    Honestly, I think this is a big problem in today’s society. I cannot name how many men have offered to leave their wives for me.

    From what they have told me, I can tell you that many of my clients are married because they felt they just had to. But then the girl judges him, ignores him and can’t fully accept him. This is terrible, and it is a foolish mistake. I mean, who really wants to be married to someone who judges him so much?

    Do you have any advice for women?

    YES! First of all, if you have a relationship, don’t take your man for granted. Invest in making everyday life exciting and sexy. And most importantly – take care of yourself! Otherwise, he will want to feel lust elsewhere, or he will just get up and leave.

    Next, if I were you, I would really try to force my man to speak openly and directly about his desires, feelings and everything else. Don’t judge what he sais, just accept it! Boys often have no one to talk to.

    Third, you must understand that monogamy is not for everyone, but double standards are good for none. If he cheats on you and expects you to be loyal, you have to walk away! It’s not fair to you! If you want, try an open relationship, but still stop settling for these things. I’ve seen what cheating does to women, you don’t want that.

    And finally, I really want you to know how many men are really unsure of themselves. Believe me, encouraging conversation, compliments and admiration for men can never be too much. Do it and he will melt in your hands.

  • Confession of an escort girl: Student during the day, sex worker at night

    Confession of an escort girl: Student during the day, sex worker at night

    She is barely over twenty and she looks like any other college student. She is beautiful, dressed in torn jeans and sneakers – passers-by would never think that she is working as an escort girl. She works for a high-end escort agency, earning more money in one evening than most students earn in one month. After just five minutes of conversation, you can see how intelligent she is – she is knowledgeable about current political and economic issues – not what one would expect from a stereotypical sex worker. (See also: Confession of an escort girl: “I categorize my clients”).

    “First of all I am ‘myself’ and only then I am an ‘escort girl,” she says. “I do my job because I like it. Of course, working in the sex industry is still very stigmatized, so I usually don’t tell anyone about it, but many have such a misconception about what it really means to be an escort girl. For the most part, my job doesn’t involve having sex at all. ” She gladly agreed to talk to me about her experience in this somewhat unusual field of work.

    How did you decide to start doing it?

    I thought about this for quite some time. I wanted something that would give me adrenaline. It seemed to me that my life was very ordinary, as if I could live like that anywhere else in the world. I wanted something more, something more interesting that would excite me. I ‘googled’ this topic and found different options. I don’t want to become a full-time escort, so for me, working for an agency is the best option because I have the support of other girls and my boss who does all the security checks.

    What was your first experience?

    After talking to my current boss, I was given a “test drive”. I met my first client in one of the most luxurious hotels in Riga. Honestly, since I met him, I have never regretted my choice. I had a great evening and since then I have met a lot of interesting people and had a really interesting experience.

    Do your parents or any of your friends know where you work?

    No, my parents have no idea, and I sincerely hope that it will stay that way. I’m afraid to even imagine what my mother would say!

    When I started, I told three of my closest friends, and they have been very supportive – they understand and respect my choice. I’ve told a few more people, but I don’t advertise it too much.

    Do you tend to get nervous before meeting a customer?

    Oh yes! Every time I go to a meeting, I pray to God. I know, I know, it sounds funny, but it’s my way to relax, calm down. I’m always nervous, but in a good way, it’s more like a pleasant excitement and anticipation.

    At first, I was often worried that something would happen to me in terms of security, but now I realize that these men are actually taking a lot more risks than I am. All the trump cards are in the hands of the girls: we say the final word in any decision, and if we think the customer is suspicious, we can blacklist him! I communicate with my boss both before and after the meeting, so everything is very safe and structured. But yes, there is always excitement before each new meeting!

    Who are your typical customers? Why do these men pay to meet an escort girl?

    My average client is about 40 years old, married, usually with children who may not be so much younger than me. They are usually successful owners or managers of large companies, including doctors or lawyers, mostly from the scientific field. Different countries, careers and religions. I don’t think that I would have met so many different people in my real life.

    When it comes to why they pay for sex, most of my clients got married in their youth, and they all have to travel a lot for work. It is a very lonely life, so they often pay for a girl with whom they can simply spend time, indulge in intimacy and friendship because they lack it in their personal lives.

    What do you like about your job?

    Meeting really interesting people. Seriously! I meet so many different people. And I usually have a great time. I like the dynamics because no one blames anyone. Neither he nor I are in a position to condemn each other.

    Is there anything you don’t like?

    Yes, of course, as in any other job. Sometimes I have clients who ask me to dress “sexy” because they want to take me out, take me shopping or do something else. They want to appear in public, although it is clear to everyone that this man is much older than me. In situations like this, people just know I’m an escort, and I find that very uncomfortable.

    Another thing that sometimes seems very difficult is to constantly listen to other people’s problems. I’m like a bubble of trust for them. Of course, they are allowed to share their personal problems with me. I like to try to help people, but other times listening to their problems seriously affects my mood.

    Describe a good escort girl?

    Good escort girl will always make her client feel free, relaxed, will not cause unnecessary tension. For the most part, it’s not really sex at all – it’s talking to people. My agency is particularly focused on keeping escort girls educated and intelligent. You have to be able to listen and you really have to take care of this person. My job is much more that just sex.

    What’s the weirdest thing anyone has asked you to do?

    I got tied up once; it was funny. In general, most of my clients have no particular fetishes. My second client made me wear a leather dress, he blinded my eyes and handcuffed me to his bed. I thought we’re going to have sex, but he just gave me a not-so-good massage. That was all. We didn’t even have sex.

    What has this work experience given you?

    Oh, very much! Ever since I started working as an escort girl, I have learned more about people and human nature than ever before, and that has taught me to read people. I don’t know how to describe it, but now I can just look at the man and know exactly what he wants. I have also learned a lot about myself. I don’t think it has changed me much, but it makes me think differently about things like sex, relationships and love.

    I have to ask: how much do you earn?

    I earn 300 euros an hour. On average, I earn 1,300 a week. If I wanted to, I could work every night and earn a lot more, but that would no longer be normal. For a person who has not yet graduated, it is too much.

    What do you think is the most common stereotype associated with working in the sex industry?

    That they are forced to do it, that women do not enjoy it and that everything is only about sex. I know that if this interview took place with someone in another field of the sex industry, these things I have mentioned could be true, but the work of high-class escort girls is certainly more about friendship and communication than sex, and most girls who do it, do it out of experience and not just for money. And no one is forcing us to do so, it is our own choice.

    There is still a lot of prejudice. Have you had any negative experiences for this reason? What do you think about prejudice against sex workers?

    In my opinion, it seems completely unnatural to many people that a woman really enjoys sex and wants to become an escort girl or a prostitute of her own free will. Although the money is very, very good – much more than we could ever hope to earn at this age in any other profession, many of us do it because of the experience and satisfaction we receive. I can say from the bottom of my heart that I really like it.

  • Confession of an escort girl: “I categorize my clients”

    Confession of an escort girl: “I categorize my clients”

    Catherina* is a 32 year old Latvian girl. She is handsome, sporty, tastefully dressed and very confident. You can see that she thinks about how others see her. She can be found in the solid sports clubs and luxury shops of our biggest city. She is no different than many other women. But at the same time, she has a secret. She is an escort girl or a prostitute. And Catherina is not afraid to be called by that name at all. She loves money and loves her job.

    ***

    Catherina has divided her clients into several categories. A few minutes are enough, and she already knows what to expect from an unknown man: which of them will be gentle as a teddy bear and who will turn into an aggressive one.

    When some of her clients meet Catherina on the street, they suddenly seem to be in a hurry. Some pretend not to know her, others quickly walk across the street so they don’t have to look into her eyes.

    But Catherina is a real professional. In awkward situations, she pretends not to know her former customers, but isn’t afraid to look them in the eyes. The fact that these men fall into her arms as a soft, fluffy kittens and later play faithful spouses and stable family heads with their families is not her problem. Their pretentious behavior and hypocrisy only amuse her. Their relationship is a personal secret of hers and she will take it to her grave.

    First time

    The first guy she had sex with was her classmate. She was only fifteen and a half at the time. He was a couple of years older than her because he seemed to be left once or twice for a second year. She didn’t give her flower to him immediately. “I made him wait about half a year. By the way, this was not the first time for him. He already knew how and what to do. Although everything seemed very interesting to me, I didn’t understand where all the joy really was.”

    Catherina remembers the conflict that was following the first night. After the first time, she felt absolutely no pain, and no drop of innocence. It took a long time to justify that this was indeed her first time. Tired of apologizing, Catherina went to the doctor. The doctor comforted her, explaining that this was her physiology. The friend didn’t want to believe her for a long time. Nevertheless, their friendship and communication lasted for a few more years.

    First slip

    “I was 16, but he was 36. My girl friend and I were sitting at the bus stop and the car stopped near us. I immediately saw that the man is much older than us. He offered to get in the car. He was handsome and seemed very intelligent. But I didn’t feel any attachment. I rather agreed out of curiosity.”

    “The stranger offered to take me to the sea. He drove my friend home and we were soon left alone in the car. I remember the details quite clearly. When the car stopped in a remote seaside village near a small forest, he asked for a blowjob.”

    Catherina admitted to the man that she can’t do that, because she had never done this. He explained in a calm voice that it was very simple. At the time, everything seemed extremely interesting to a 16-year-old Catherina. As she says herself, she wanted to experience and try as much as possible at the time.

    “I tried. And thought that there is nothing to worry about. And I liked it because it was interesting.” After that, she met this man several more times.

    Catherina doesn’t hide that her classmates were very conservative, so she taught them new things and revealed secrets. “It was fun to discuss it with my friends. We were all young and curious at the time. We asked each other in which positions it is more pleasant to make love, to use protection or not. It was a pleasant experience for me.”

    First payment

    “Once I took a dog for a walk in the yard, and a car stopped, and the driver started talking to me. He seemed very old to me – he was over 50.”

    The man offered the young girl to go to his house with him, as if to help feed the dogs, and offered to pay for it.

    “I asked him many times if I would really be safe, if there would be no other men there, or if someone would not hit me. He said that if I drank champagne with him, he would give me 200 euros. He didn’t lie because he really took me to a house where were dogs.”

    This was the first time Catherina had sex for a fee. According to her, everything went smoothly. “I was a little worried. After drinking champagne, I was more relaxed. The only joy I experienced was the money I received. On the other hand, I was not very disappointed either. He was a clean, orderly man, and he had a mustache, and at the time I really didn’t like man with mustache.”

    “My friends didn’t knew about this adventure that filled my wallet. The sex only lasted a few moments, but the money I got as a young girl back then was something fantastic. I could afford to buy perfume and visit a beauty salon. Until then, I had only received a few euros a day from my parents and I had never had enough for the things I wanted.”

    But there was something else that made Catherina very happy. She literally melted at the sight of an adult man jumping around her and taking care of her. “Imagine that you are a young girl and someone is giving you champagne, compliments and you are appreciated. I felt desirable and safe.”

    “From then on, new purchases had to be carefully hidden from my mother. I had already prepared a story about my admirers and their generous gifts.”

    Carousel

    “The money quickly disappeared, I wanted a new dose of adrenaline, new adventures and expensive gifts. I found another client myself. I was young, beautiful, desirable . I connected to the computer and went to dating sites. I started looking for a man – a sponsor. Of course, I didn’t write, “Hello, I make love for a money.” I gave hints that I wanted gifts, money, rewards. The conversation began innocently: “Hello, maybe you want to meet? What will we do? Let’s have a coffee, a tea? ” I emphasized that it would not be enough for me to have only a tea, that I also wanted gifts.”

    “I received an offer soon. The potential client admitted that he is a married man and will generously pay for my services. We exchanged phone numbers. At the first meeting I saw a 45-year-old man in front of me, who smelled of luxury perfume, was dressed in a nice suit, and he arrived in a luxury car.”

    “I was calmer when I saw that he was not a homeless person or a criminal. I trusted him completely. I was not afraid of him at all. It didn’t matter to me where we were going or what we were going to do, I just felt the adrenaline. I knew I would get the money soon. And what could I lose?”

    “The man promised to pay me well. He took me to his office. There were no need for long conversations. And there were no feelings either.”

    “We made love, then left the office, got in the car and then he asked how much he owes me. I didn’t know what to answer. I didn’t even had my price yet. I was a little disappointed that I quickly didn’t say a high price.”

    “He said he only had big notes and that he would have to go to the petrol station to change them. He bought me ice cream and handed me 50 euros. He didn’t notice that I wasn’t happy about it. I really didn’t like it. I was expecting at least 150-200. But he was the one who knew how to speak very well.”

    Despite everything, Catherina met him several more times. “I loved making love to him and I really needed the money, and despite the fact that he didn’t buy me gifts, I was with him for a long time. It seems to me that the maximum amount I received from him was 70 euros. He kept talking sweet things, always promising, “I’ll buy this for you, I’ll buy that for you,” but he didn’t buy me anything. My self-esteem was very low at the time. Now I understand why I endure everything for a long time. I had no other financial sponsor at the time. The man came quite often, he knew how to communicate nicely. And I regularly had those 50 euros.”

    Swingers Club

    “He once offered to go to Riga together. Offered to pay for the hotel, meals and all other expenses. Arriving in the capital, he offered to visit a swingers club. I agreed. I was curious enough not to try. I thought I will make love with two, three or maybe more men at the same time. It was my time of experimentation. Everything was new and undiscovered for me.”

    “People who call themselves swingers were noticeable. There were many beautiful women and men. Some were barely dressed, others completely naked. Club visitors behaved very differently. Some very bravely invited us to go to the room, others just winked.”

    “When the men started talking to me one by one, I understood that many men want me. I’ve never received so much attention from the opposite sex.”

    “I had decided to get to know as many men as possible because I was planning to have sex with at least ten of them, but my partner didn’t want that. He looked jealous when he saw the attention towards me. He started to set some conditions – when he finds a suitable girl, he will allow me to choose one man.”

    “In the end, he offered to go to the room with a pretty good looking couple. We changed partners. While making love to a stranger, I tried to figure out what was so special about these parties. The only thing I could think of was that men like them because they don’t have to pay for sex. I don’t regret being at such an event, but I did not enjoy it. I even did not experience an orgasm. But I found out how much other men value me. I realized I was worth a lot more.”

    A broken relationship

    A trip to Riga and adventures in a swingers club for Catherina was probably the biggest gift from this man. Soon after that I left him. I was tired of listening to empty promises. I saw that his demands were only continuing to grow, but he wasn’t ready to give anything in return. He continued to pay 50 euros each time.”

    “Today it seems funny that I dreamed that one day he would divorce his wife and come to me like a prince on a white horse. But there was neither a prince nor a horse.”

    Experience comes from customers

    After that, new and new acquaintances continued. Catherina found customers on the Internet. Some even doubted whether the young girl is 18.

    “Tens, hundreds of new customers. How many have there been? A thousand? One and a half? Two thousand? Nobody counts anymore. That is my life alone. I like read about sex field and ask questions. Find out what men like most and make them happier.”

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